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2009-08-23T11:39:00.002+08:00

2006-05-01T11:56:00.001+08:00

juz realised that my blog have been quite stagnant..

itz been about a wk since dance concert ended..yes..our dance concert..Regale
Thanks for all those who came down to support n thanks for all e flowers too!
i can say e concert was really a success..we had nv given up tho e first dry run seems to be disastrous n we gt scoled by mrs ting..within 1 wk or less..we have to correct n perfect our steps..get everything in place..buying make-up n lots more..but we dancers are really qt bonded..

think im suffering from e withdrawal symptoms alr..i really miss dance! e late nights in school..climbing of sch gates every sun..even during public hol like gd fri..coming to sch tho itz raining..juz for e sake of dance..

i miss 21 n 22 april..ttz our first dance concert in vj..tho itz not my first in my entire life..but i really miss those days..when we shared dinner..while doing make-up..e long queue for e diff stations for make up..putting lots of safety pins n tape juz to secure our costumes..e hugs that we shared before concert starts..words of encouragement..lazing on e backstage sofa..rushing to whichever changing rooms to change for e next item..sometimes we juz had choc to last us for the entire night for e full dress rehearsal n bread for e actual concert..but for this concert i wasnt nervous at all..not at all..i dunno y..

anw think some pple cant recognise me in my make up..haha including my ct..but e feedback from pple who watched said that itz v nice..btw, e photos for Regale are also up on e vjc cosiety..for e 21 n 22..haha too bad i dun have a digital camera yet, if not i dun have to rely on my friends to send me those pic that we took in pt n lt5..

bruises
muscle ache
knee strain
pulled muscle

liquid foundation
blusher
eye-shadow
eye-shadow glitter
eye-liner
eye mascara
lipstick
lip gloss
hair gel
wet tissue wipes
water for tattoo

lt5
pt stage
changing rm
2nd floor outside pt
concourse for zaki dance(where we all get our bruises)
electives hub

heels
tape
plaster
blisters
costumes
hats
canes

lighting
cameras
spotlight
blackout

and the finale..final curtain call....and most of us started to cry with joy and disbelief..

now most of are indeed suffering from e withdrawal symptoms..suddenly we are all back home before 9 or 10..but we do admit that we owe our tutors lots of tuto n assignment..piles n piles of hw all not touched for more than 3 weeks..see how lagged im..

2006-03-18T12:10:00.000+08:00

think ive pulled sum muscle..really hope that i can stil perform for dance concert.dance during e hol is rather hectic. itz everyday from wed to sat..but i din go for e last 2 prac. cos it really hurts to even walk.
actually i hav lots of stuff to blog about but i din have e time n i'l forget about it aft a few days.
anw i din really studay for e common tests. wad im hoping is that my chem grade wil b gd enuff for me to stay in chem s. hmm which is a B..n i think i'l get an 'O'..nvm.think mrs chan's speech is qt inspiring n motivating. she said that even tho u might get an'O' in all ur tests n exams up to j2 mid-yr, cos of all those commitments, it doesnt matter. as long as in e end u stil work really hard-yup, u muz work v v hard in order to catch up, den u'l stil succeed..ive seen mamy cases of these in vj..in fact a lot of my seniors in my senior class have gotten 4As..wow..outstanding sportsmen..n 4As sum more..n i really hope to get wad 1 of my senior hav gotten..she's an ex-cedarian( din want to mention her name) n she gt 3As, b3 for gp n a dist for chem s..wow..that's really gd already..for me, im aiming for 3As coz i think ttz e best i can get,a merit for chem s, hopefully i can stil cont taking.
haha e olc camp juz ended..itz from mon to fri..my fellow camp mates now as instructors n my years ones as trainees.n my ad-hoc members, my year ones stil owe me e powerpoint for e experiment that we are supposed to conduct next week

^~nothing pulls u down when u have e strong will to succeed~

2006-02-07T18:54:00.000+08:00

Its my birthday today! received lots of msg at 12 am..haha i tot they would msg today morning..haha thanx for all those who especially stayed up late juz to 'try ' to be the 1st to msg me..thanz so much!

juz found out who my angel is..aiya..he's my year one la..now we noe each other's identity already..haha our angel n mortal game not fun anymore..haha actually he's a nice angel too..challenged him to beat my record of 6 pg letter last yr..den e wrote 6 tho he promised 8..actually i think 6 pg is really a lot already..so i requested him to write fewer pg next time..

Thanx for all the bday cards, bday pressie esp the earrings shared by sherli, vithiya, geraldine and jia yi..i like it v v much..oh yeah n the bday cake too from our class too..actually itz to celebrate all those feb bday also..coz e class fund qt broke..so we always buy cake to celeb those bday in e same mth together..as for those who msg..thanx so much..e list list goes on forever if i really list em out..

i shall think of my wish..haha i believe in that..so later when i blow the candles den my wish will come true..hope my wishes come true..yay! im finally 18..actually i prefer to be 17 coz sweet seventeen ma..coz now all my bday msg i get is.." u r older than me".."u r 18! so old already"...haha ok at least can go clubbing..ok..think 18 sounds olddd..i shall believe tt my dreams wil come true..

~somewhere out there, u noe someone wil be thinking of**~

2006-01-09T18:35:00.000+08:00

during sea regatta

Razzle cheer:
Razzle hw u feeling?
i feel good ah
oh i feel so good ah
oh i feel so oh i feel so oh i feel so good
ah ah ah Ah

Now, when i get home,
aft being drenched in seawater mix wif rain water coz it rained n we had to rush back to vjc
n so the cheer became:

i feel cold ah
oh i feel so cold ah
oh i feel so oh i feel so oh i feel so cold
ah ah ah Ah

think my mind's mad wif orientation..everyday im back at home at late evening, i 'll be doing razzle cheers

new year resolution

2006-01-02T12:38:00.000+08:00

ok..read a lot of my frenz blog..saw their new year resolutions

so i shall make wan too..a new beggining..fresh start..yeah stating tmr wif vjc orientation..seeing e j1 n IPs..n my ex-bio tutor said itz satisfying to be ogls-being able to control the j1s n all..haiyo..well itz true to sum extent..juz dun let em climb over my head can already..

well heres my new year resolutions..(not in order)

1) learn how to type..using all e fingers and not juz one finger by finger..stumbled on dis during my hosp attachment wen a consultant at e A&E actually asked me to learn dis before i enter e workforce..n im stil trying to learn..or shld i say struggling?

2) find more time to RELAX! u see coz im stressed wif cca lyk dance n studies
when ur stressed u'l hav those pimple outbreaks..n my dear dear relatives kept complaining abt it n ask me why why why..

3) slp early..ltaest 12am..hard to do so..esp if theres dance prac til late..n theres orientation coming up starting tml
random facts: slpin early can lead to longer lifespan..better health..lower risk of cancer..yes yes i noe..lesser probability of pimple outbreaks as my frens hav reminded..coz itz sort of link to skin too

4) doing crunches as n when im free n not depen on my mood to do so..i need to do it esp theres a dance concert dis yr..oh i kept forgetting itz 2006 nw..

5) improve on my gp..think im gonna let lots of pple down if im not even improving..i realised e importance of gp after my promos coz it nearly caused to fail my gp overall n ttz e end to all my s paper

6) try my best in s paper..im gonna drop to 1..think i'l keep chem..hopefully..but ive gt more frenz in bio s..those ogls..classmates..muz make sure i try my best to keep that wan
but before i drop..ive been asked to try before i do so..ttz by order of my mum..haha..my dad juz satisfied wif zero s paper..

7) stay in dance n persevere thru all e prac tho i dunno ballet n jazz well..n kept getting corrected by e instructor..lyk e pose n details..look at a specified place before u turn 1 full turn..

8) cont reading..reading straits times..wanna mak dis my top priority but itz hard esp wif e tuto coming up
quote:think of gp as a subj n put in effort in it

9) im not sure wad i wanna be next time..or rather im not sure of my ambition..since young..ive said i wanna be
1..a math teacher--in pri 2
2..a biomedical researcher--in sec 3(i was reli into it tt time) but im not in srs
3..pharmacist--in sec 4
4..juz recently--the issue of whether to sudy medicine or not is being brought up again..esp during e hosp attachments..later by my frens ive met there n my parents..n den my secret is revealed..i actually wanna be a paediatrician wen i was in sec 3..haha but nw..aft e attachment n stuff n esp my results..i find it reli stressful to do night duties n all e HOs n MOs tt we've met kept telling us not to do med..coz theres no life..only 1 sunday off every mth..is that e kindda life i want? i want my social life..on e other hand..seeing wad the doc are doing makes me think that dis is e kindda job i wanna do,,n their oath is to save life..ttz y they cant be executioner in prison..but i juz dun wanna do night duties..thatz e thing tt bothers me..anw heck la..as if i wld be able to get in so easily..

actually why i tot of tt is coz im in med soc..n most of e exco members do think of doing medicine..shld i follow my dreams? but i can tell itz hard to achieve
5..haha so nw i stil dunno wad i wanna do

10) make a wishlist for my bday..n hope my dreams wil come true

11) improve on my nail polish skills..i noe im bad at it

hope i'l stick to dis list..

n lastly..wif e start of e new year..i wld love pple to rmb my bday..7 feb..tho itz long time away..but time flies n soon it'l be chinese new year..den my bday..i dun want my bday to be forgotten..so juz mak me happy la..my dear frenz..try to rmb k? haha i lyk pple to show tt they do rmb on tt day..juz a simple msg wil do..haha

2005-12-29T11:33:00.000+08:00

had my ogl camp on tue n wed ..nw my whole body's aching

anw we had 3h of dance ytd in between e ogl camp..we had warm-up for lyk 1h..den dance..jazz..which looks more lyk ballet stuff to me..

aft tt e ogls-dancers had our lunch..e leftover packet..itz sum fried rice n chicken..itz very dry so in e end most of us cant finish it..den it was talk in e LT5..haha e fun part is tt we get to call e j1s..n we also hav to buy e orientation package which cost $25..but itz not bad..theres pouch included too..saw all e stuff in e pouch, e package i mean coz our og, razzle, volunteered to pack e OPAC..so theres keychain..towel..box..paper..haha we were lyk factory workers la...packing all e 1000+ OPAC, including e j1, IPs, n ogl's OPAC, so we were lyk rushing lyk mad..e bags kept coming n passing down..theres 2 person in each station..1st, gg in order, we hav taking e bags out of plastic bag..2. unzipping..3.keychain(im doing tt)..4.towel(i did tt too)..5.boxes(i also did tt)..6.putting in paper..7.zipping up e bags..qt fun actually ..we completed it in abt haf an hour..marcus kept saying we shld sent our record to send to e guiness world record..haha

we wanted to hang up banners but e gates to e upper gallery of e hall is locked..so we ask ashvin to climb up to e 2nd storey..using e ladder from e worker..who were there also hanging the letters VICTORIA so we juz made use of their ladder n climb up all e way to e 2nd storey..
haha we realised tt itz oredi 740 by e time e banners were hung up..we were alll vv hungry by then..coz we all din finish e fried rice u see..so we had dinner in kfc in parkway..left at 9 n reached home at almost 10..i was haf dead by then..haha

2005-12-24T11:14:00.000+08:00

hmm..completed my maths revision tutorial..wif lotsa blanks in between..
many pple hav oredi done their revision..whoa..tho they dun tak r ppr..nvm..i shall forget abt tt..shall slack sum more..coz theres only 1 wk left for me to wak up late..not at 5 plus wen i hato go vj..so shalll catch up on my sleep.

heres hw tt i hav left undone:

1) chem hol hw
2) arene..i muz read 1st b4 doing e chem hol hw..i mean only read arenes
3) maclaurin series
4) maths s paper..theres 8 tuto n ive not done any
5) err...think theres lots more but i juz cant remember wad..

think i shall start exercising wen sch reopens..haha..wif dance..pe..n training for e x country..for my record..i hav not been exercising for v long time..since october? no..i think itz sep..b4 promos..ttz wen i had my last pe..anw ogl mass dance i juz dun count it in..coz itz not intensive enuff lyk running or jogging..n e last time i swim was wif my family in nov..usu i swim 8 laps for a start b4 continuing..but i din do tt..so itz not exactly wad i mean..keeping fit..i shall start tt only next year.yes..so my lst new yr resloution on e list is leading a healthy lifestyle..oops. tt sounds lik a campaign or sth

had this reading habit recently..sum articles in the straits times r interesting..i dun lik those wif e facts facts n lots of figures..like e NKF saga..nvm..hope i can keep on reading even wen sch reopens..

my new resolution list:
1) keep fit
2) improve gp!

haha itz not even christmas n yet im making my new yr resolution..anw i wanna watch king kong! but itz ex to watch it during the wkend n mon is oso a public hol..den tue n wed is my ogl camp..hmm..tt means i need thur to rest..fri..might be doing volunteer work at the hosp..sign up for volunteer work but haven actually start doing..so muz at least go there once to help out..

tt reminds me tt im gg to b a j2 nex yr..a senior..an ogl..oh no..we r not juniors anymore where u can ask ur seniors for anything tt u dunno..lyk hw n stuff..on e flip side, we can get e respect from our juniors too..haiz i stil miss my junior from cedar cldds..we stil stay in contact.but too bad shes gg to rj..hope we'l meet up soon..wanna meet up wif lotsa frenz from pri sch..but they r ogls too..or sum SCs..so pro rite..a lotsa em are SCs..n they love to be SC..kept saying theres bbq..n kept telling me abt their preparations for e various sch events..n their late nite slp which makes em to be owls..seems fun..

received wan more christmas card today..y i always receive cards from those whom i din expect em to give..so i happily send cards to those pple i expected whom might send cards to me or send a reply..haha but it gives u a feeling tt u r thought of once more..tho itz from juz a fren who is not v close to u..hmm i received many of those n their msg in their cards r damn long..so sweet! esp e memories we had together..i'l cherish e times we hav together..

shall go out wif my family tonite..to orchard! yes itz in orchard tt u can feel e christmas..i love gg orchard..it makes me feels so relax..n i love gg out at night..wif mum..coz my parents dun allow night outing wif my fren unless itz wif lotsa pple..e class..or og pple..

i love to listen to christmas carolling..so shall go for one..look for wan tonite..

HOHOHO!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

2005-12-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

ok..i shall blog abt my hosp attachment at AH..itz AH hosp..not AHS..

Attachment Report

Day 1

We were brought to this simulation lab at NUH. It was my first time getting a hands-on experience to deal with simulated real-life situation. I did not realize that the ‘patient’ can actually talk and respond to us. When it was my friend’s turn to do so, she wondered why she did not hear any heartbeat. It was then that we found out that the patient was dead and we had killed him.
It was quite fun though. The patient will respond to us each time. Of course, all these were simulated based on the situation each time. For example, when the patient was having breathing difficulty and so many of us crowded around him with one person trying to listen to his heartbeat, he suddenly said ” No no, you don’t know what you are doing?” Quite funny though. As for life-threatening situation, we would sometimes hear, “ I want my wife, call my wife.”
We also learnt that the doctors do not shock the patient when you hear the sound and the line goes flat on the screen. They do that when the amplitude gets smaller and smaller, close to being straight. Besides, the screen also shows the blood pressure and carbon dioxide percentage.

Day 2
On the second day, I was attached to the geriatrics department. In the morning, we went around visiting the wards. I also get to see the doctor inserting a plug into the vein of the patient as they had to inject the antibiotics in. This seems a difficult job as the elderly usually have fragile veins which burst very easily. Thus, they usually get bruises within hours and they have to change the plug regularly. Sometimes there will be bumps due to the resistance. I was told that if you feel any resistance, give in to that, do not try to poke in any further. (That is because he had tried it before and the patient really screamed in pain). Before you insert the plug, you have to tie a knot using glove or a band, this is to stop the blood from flowing back to the heart as we are inserting it into the veins. Then, he will beat up the veins so that they will appear fatter and greener so that it is easier to locate it while poking it in.
Lynette and I were attached to the same ward. I had to say that Flora’s very nice to nice! Flora n ming yao are both final yr students who were currently doing the attachment n get to practise in order to prepare for them to be a HO next yr. During lunch, they kept offering to treat us drinks. I finaly realized what life is like being a doctor, coz flora kept saying we shall go for lunch soon..n soon..n soon..from 11 to 1230(which she targeted the time for her to complete her report) den theres an emergency..so we had lunch at 2plus instead..by tt time, we were all past the hunger mood..u hav no time to eat if u wanna be a doc! No wonder they are all so healthily thin cos they dun snack when they are hungry too, n 1 MO even skip(or shall I say miss?) her breakfast n her last meal was dinner e prev day coz shes on call e whole nite..imagine! 30 plus h of work! If ur lucky..u go home at 2 e next day, if not, lyk ming yao, he talked to us n went home at 6? Coz we left at ard 6 n hes stil there..

Day 3

I was attached to the A&E department. I had to change out of my casual wear to the blue shirt which had the words A&E on it. I have seen some real-life situation such as the stitching of a finger, removal of fingernail, putting the patient to sleep while the doctor performs some minor surgery.
Oh man! Itz reli gross when seeing the doc poke n poke to remove the fingernail..coz the blood reli splash out..haiyo.
“Doing medicine is clearly not for money. You must have the passion and you must be one who love to communicate with people as you will need to interact with the occupational therapist, pharmacist, all those in medical field, the patients’ families, and most importantly, you must be one who understand the patients’ needs and feelings. We are human after all.” This is from one of the HO that we had met.

The HO and MO were lyk “ oh! u doing attachment isit? Dun do medicine! Dun do medicine!” coz the HO had to do on-call duties..abt 8 a month e most. N final yr students had to do it every 4-5 days. They were sick of dis life.

hmm..my hol has juz began..coz im doing nyaa stuff everyday..cip..yay! completed 41 h of cip during the hol! n my nyaa residential proj is done too!

2005-11-27T21:13:00.000+08:00

i'l be gg for a 3- day attachment starting tmr..wonder wad it would be lyk..hmm..juz bought my blouse n pants ytd..wah..mind you..itz 14h of standing..from all e shopping n cip e whole day since morning..so my feet were aching lyk mad

anw e ogl meetin on fri was fun..we went to ecp..haha n i gt sunburnt..stil v itchy nw..i lyk e game where e winner do e chicken little dance..haha..n we sang e chicken lit song wen he/she dance..haha..den we kept greeting otr groups jap language..haha.

2005-11-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

haha.itz long since i update meh..not a mth ma..kk..heres one.

had 2 ogl meeting so far..my og power is resonance..name is razzle..supposed to be stomp! but had to chang it to wan tt starts wif 'r'..get to work wif pple from otr classes..quite fun..had mass dance ytd.btw, ytd's was our 2nd ogl meeting. we learnt lotsa cheers too..haha i wanna learn the e ogl cheer rite fr e start..mi n shee leng were trying v v hard to memorise it on e bus..played e games for 01 too..cos we gotta try it out 1st..lyk e wan where we stand on e bench..12 pple squeezing onto 1 bench..den ans 5 qn..each qn..we hav to arrange ourselves for e ans on it..for eg, arrange according to surnames..so a in front den z behind..den gals n guys alternate..haha my og wins all e qns..den we had e secretpolice n secret agent game..so stupid la..we had to ask qn den see wad they reply, if itz e rite code den we ask for token..if we anyhw ask for token if e code is wrong den we get jailed out..coz we r supposed to b illegal immigrants.

anw, itz super tiring each day..oh man..my hols are all occupied..almost every single day for nw..
mon-cip..n ive done 8h..8h! pple gt a shock too..haha im desperate to finish my 60 h ma..buden nw only 25h completed..
tue-ogl meeting
wed--today..nyaa stuff
thur--cip..but mayb i seriously wan a rest..i need it
fri--ogl meeting

anw went to jack's place today..itz my 1st time there..e food's v nice..we had student's meal for $6.50..wif tax n all tt end up paying $7.50..buden itz worth it..gt dessert..peach is my fav! n i lyk strawberry!!! e more sour e better! haha..den we oso had e main course la..e soup..e drink lor..

hmm my hol plan goes lyk dis( e list of to-do stuff..e oredi planned out for mi wan..haiz..) i shall plan wad i wanna do e nex time..

1) ogl meeting--6 meetings n 1 camp(27-28dec)..but e meeting last e whole day..845-6or 7pm
2) dance
3) nyaa..residential proj
4) nyaa..cip..wanna complete 32h during e hol
5) nhg attachment..dunno y end up in Alexandra hosp( 28-30nov)
6) family chalet--dec
7) dental appointment for retainer
8) exco meeting..oh no..haha i haven start planning an expt haha anw we r e wan editing it n mi n lynette doing it during our attachment..

i wan my hol..but i dun regret joining ogl..hmm haven tot of wad to wear for e attachment..wonder wad exactly does smart casual means..jeans accepted?? wah.. no pay den gotta buy clothes n shoes..

2005-11-12T15:05:00.000+08:00

fell down while cycling ytd..anw it was my 1st time cycling ytd..haha ttz y..so dumb..dun even noe hw to cycle..so nw theres wound on my left knee n a big bruise on my right knee..juz found 2 more bruise on my legs..haha..hope my wound wil heal soon..i wanna go out

pw's over! whee!! op's over.. n tt i&r..shall plan my hol!

2005-10-27T21:04:00.000+08:00

im lucky! Double happiness!

1st thing--saw e list of successful ogl.. and ya.. i gt in! together wif mark zhi xue n wai yen from our class..

2nd--juz saw e email..from mr boy..yay! my nhg attachment is successful! qt surprise tho coz i screwed up my whole interview..kept asking abt policy n stuff..den can only ans but cant elaborate..so was lyk staring n staring..and erm..finally sum crappy stuff came out

3rd--im lucky coz my keyboard's ok oredi..my bro juz spilled haf cup of water onto it..den tot my OP n i&r..dunno hw..but we stil gt a spare keyboard..haha

hav to do pw..cant update much..til nex entry..

2005-10-20T20:14:00.000+08:00

>>>interesting fact..
y some pple get bitten by mosquito easily?( juz lyke mi..)

1. wear dark coloured clothes
2. breathe out lotsa CO2
3. not relatively small size
4. fidget a lot
5. males are more prone tho

hmm..found dis in readers' digest..

>>>Anw, gt back my promos..sad man..k dun tok abt it..juz hope tt i can get wadever s paper i wanna get..which is most probably bio n chem lor..
hey anybody gt any idea hw to brush up on gp? coz i did badly..juz managed a pass wen rounded up..ttz is if itz rounded up..haiz

gt back e 16pf test..quite accurate abt my personality..but hmm my career..all abt artist..when i cant even draw? theatre arts..all abt arts..coz im evaluated as being artistic..i gt 7..most of my frenz gt science maths teacher la..den mine is only n only arts..haiyo think im more of a maths science person n at least teacher is ok la..

>>>juz went for e ogl interview 2dae..it was ok tho..not as bad as i'd tot..coz mine din hav any hse com pple ma..so mayb e qn are simpler? maybe la..haha..quite funny tho..had fun tokin wif e sc..was toking to dis toy thingy..i hav to imagine tt itz a j1 student..asked mi to teach him sum cheers n suggest wat to do wen hes sitting away from e group n stuff la..lucky i din screwed up in tt..haha..think they werent reli satisfied wif my ans for sum personal qn..aiya nvm la..im glad tt ive went thru dis n e fact is itz over! e reason y i chose 2dae was becoz thurs is e 1st day they conduct e interview..n i wanna get it over n done wif..so i dun need to worry abt it anymore..haha..im free nw..can do wad ever i lyk..argh! found out tt theres maths tuto to do by tmr..integ by parts..sian..dun wanna do maths leh..had been reading storybooks since mon..influence by my frenz la..gd habit tho..but i doubt tt i'l keep it once itz back to studies again..

2005-10-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

ytd was open hse..had lotsa fun..went to sch at 8 & helped to set up e booth..aft tt..a lotsa pple came n hav a look at e skeleton..anw..wah..can say itz my 1st time using e stethoscope..haha n michelle was teaching us hw to use it..she said there's 2 sides..wan is for heart..n wan is for e lungs..aiya..dunno la..nvr use it b4 ma..oh think i touched it b4..tt was last yr wen sum one brought it to class n it was kind of not working wan la..so cant hear anything..haha ttz y i forgot abt it..actually i think u hav to find e exact location den u can hear e heartbeat..or isit coz im not pro? eh nvm den..anw so mi lynette n michelle were trying to experiment tt..ya we all heard our heartbeats..hehe think michelle's wan is e loudest tho..itz funny wen lynette posed wif e stethoscope attached to e heart of e skeleton which she drew for a photo..haha we all cant reli hear e breathing or e lungs..hmm think i heard sth fr michelle's but not sure wat it was..kk think im dumb..den chern yih came along n helped us in our booth too..

we had michelle jian sheng n jermaine to b our mascot..basically they juz hav to wear e lab coat la..but i noe itz damn hot coz they all wearing sch u inside..haha im feeling hot too..but itz not as bad la..coz im wearing hse t over my halter n sum times we r in e hall which is air-conditionered..aiya..i oso gotta run here n there..dance n med soc..cant believe im sweating even b4 i dance..aft e 1st dance which lotsa pple cheered..we quickly went for a drink..i was damn thirsty n i finished my whole bottle of water..10 min later..went for e 2nd dance..dis time more audience there..dunno y i was feeling thirsty all day man..so i had a drink again aft tt..n finally can tak a long break dis time..but den gotta go back n man e booth..juz as i was gg back for dance ..den shimin came back wif e goodie bags..haha we ask those ushers to help us tak..lotsa pple tak juz for e ice cream ma..aiya so din hav a chance to eat it..

had e last dance..our 3rd wan..aft tt e mass dance was great too.. theres 7 dances for e finale..n everyone was so enthu in dancing..danced together wif e dance med soc pple n classmates..qt fun..n e last dance is a repeat so we went to get ice cream

aft tt went to meet mum n we shop for sum stuff..was totally exhausted by e time i reached hm n my feet totally hurt! every step i took! haha i realised tt ive stood for almost 11h..n sum times standing n dancing on my 2.5 inch heels..ow man..tt reli hurts..

slept damn early ytd coz gt a headache..cant help it la..e weather's so hot..refilled my bottle twice n bought drinks too..mayb coz of e sun la..coz itz damn burning hot wen we danced e mass dance during e finale..

2005-10-12T10:35:00.000+08:00

woke up damn early ytd..haha it was early coz e earliest i wok up since aft promos was abt 10..anw, wok up early coz theres dance..haha..i stepped into e sch gate at 1135 n i tot i was late..aiya u noe la..im wan who lykes to be punctual..anw met yijia outside too n we walked in together..haha n to our surprise nobody..i mean from salsa dance came yet..wow we r early..we went to e hall..saw no one..den saw sum of e rock n roll n lets 'get it started' pple at e fountain there..anyway..den we saw meredith n sonia..n we sat down in e canteen n happily eating breakfast..discussing whether we r stil performing or cancel our item instead..coz if there r only less than 6 pple can mak it den we hav to cancel..in e end we ended up only discussing abt tt n din dance coz our dance partners r not even there..haha n we found out tt we gotta perform every 2h during e open hse..

at abt 1230..ttz wen my med soc exco meeting started..so i was running here n there bet both..haha think ms chua was laughing..her smile's funny..itz tt kind which is infectious..haha..coz she was there during e meeting..n she was laughing n saying"zy ah..u stil gt dance aft dis..den tot u juz had it b4 e meeting?"..den she gt quite mixed up..coz actually i gt nyaa stuff aft tt too..n she became blur..haha..her laughter's reli funny..

aiya haf way thru e meeting.. i found out tt e nyaa stuff's oredi done..so we juz gotta do sum work at home..oh man i feel sorry..n exco members were teasing abt mi not being responsible..but lynette was saying ' u r responsible as long as med soc is concerned'..anw..we were discussing abt e open hse..abt e plan..hw to attract more pple to our booth..n sum one came up of dis idea of a skeleton..haha n we had a headache trying to think of ways to hang it up..n i was thinking of helium balloon..prob was e ceiling's too high in e concourse..act itz ok coz theres depression but mayb it'l fly off ard e sch n later up e sky..so in e end we tot of using e cardboard boxes den..

so we went to parkway parade later..to buy materials for e open hse thingy..n had our lunch there..along e way..more n more pple left so in e end only left mi..lynette..jian sheng n angela having lunch..itz not exactly a proper lunch..den we were designing on e stickers..haha..interesting..wonder if our gloves wil deflate e nex day aft we blew it..so we went home at abt 6..n i was haf dead den

2005-10-10T11:33:00.000+08:00

wah. long time nvr reli enjoy life slping away..anw, think ive slp abt 12 h ytd..haha..i reli enjoyed tt..slacking..slackin n slackin e whole day..spent e past few days watching tv wif my bro..aiya my bro as usual everyday oso wil watch tv despite having exams..which is starting 2dae..anw hes tt kindda slacker..i can see tt..act hes gt e ability 2 go for e VIP thingy coz hes always top few in vs n his teacher kept askin him abt it since last yr..haha n his decision is a no-no since then..haha..i knew it..he dun wan to b stressed la..anw think he made a smart choice tho..coz sch wil end at ard 4 or 5 if he reli go into e prog..haiya..sum times i reli wish to hav haf of his brain..or mayb at least 1/10..aiya ttz enuff im not greedy anyway.

haha..think i'll go out 2dae..mayb..actually i dunno..depends on my mood too..n sum of my frenz wanna slack at home la..n juz my luck..i actually received msg ytd tt my frenz gonna finish their exms only 2dae.

2005-10-09T17:06:00.000+08:00

haha im in damn gd mood 2dae!! so i decided to help out at home..doin household chores e whole day! wah..im sweating lyk mad la..nvm..juz feel lyk helpin out..anw, happy tt my mum's getting better..cos she gt shingles since last wk n she's a housewife..so i had to juggle bet studying for promos n doing sum hse work..den end up slping reli late..sum times 2am sum times 3am..b4 actual exam e nex day n every h i'l b disturbed by my grandma

wah..theres juz too many things happening juz b4 my promos la..gt e med report of my grandma..actually her kidney's bad..if im not wrong think she only wan kidney left n nw she's actually supposed to go for a dialysis but den due to her age..theres sum risk la..n theres sth more serious to tt la..think i cant say la..haiya i was damn sad abt it tt i cried for dunno hw long..but shes juz fine nw..anw i cried coz im reli vv close to her too..imagine sharing a rm wif her since 8 til nw..n every time holding her hands wen she wanna go downstairs since a young age..

okok..i noe i cant blame anyone or anything..i noe i juz dun hav e time to study..hectic dance session almost everyday b4 e hol..n thus havin not enuff rest cause mi to b sick for nearly 3 wks..den things juz happen lyk tt..aiya i dun blame anyone la.. itz juz my fault..i noe tt i dunno hw to manage my time properly la... ttz y end up studying til 3..haha i was damn tired aft phy,,u noe wat? i slept fr 3 all e way til 7..den resting..which means lyin on bed fr 830 til 930..den finally slp at 1100pm..i noe ive overworked..i actually din reli hav enuff rest..i wanted to but i cant..im forcing myself to stay awak juz to mug..can u imagine tt ive gt more than haf e topics left juz b4 actual exam on tt subj e nex day? n i juz somehw dunno hw to juggle bet hse work n mugging..n itz pressurizing tt theres fon calls every few min concerning mum.. den my relatives, as usu, will ask abt hse work..whether i help out any onot..ttz hw i end up feelin reli stressed..i cant slp..coz once i slp..i dreamt of mi n my parents in e principal rm..n e P juz asking mi y i did so badly..n i stil rmb "how, so do u wan to drop e subj" oh no..im reli stressed..studying w/o breaks tt time coz i reli cant finish la..haiz ..lucky promos r OVER..sigh! i can finally relax..n yup im not stressed anymore..i reli dun wanna get back my results..i knew tt i din spent much time in it..but deep inside i knew tt ive at least tried my vv best..not to fall aslp while mugging..itz hard for mi to survive e wk..but ive finally survived!!! so ttz y im proud of myself..hehe

okie..wonder hw im gonna split myself into 3..coz theres dance at 1130..med soc exco meeting at 1230..n nyaa aft tt..i'll try to go for each wan la..juz hoping tt dance wun end late as usu coz we'll always repeat n repeat..for perfect ma..prac mak perfect i noe..aiya she's not satisfied unless she see us practising everyday la...haha..but i love dance! finally get to exercise aft so many wks..think im getting fatter..n recently eat loads of sinful food=fatty stuff..oh no..n we gotta perform during e open hse..yes wif tt halter..n heels(haha i almost forgot abt heels)

yay!! exams r over!! nobody to go shopping wif tho..coz my frenz fr otr jc stil havin promos..sum live so far away..n my mum cant go shopping out yet..anw, my mum's getting better..thanx to all those concerned

Great!!! exams r over=no more nightmares! scary!!! always dreamt of bio..dunno y onli bio..den last wan was abt having to pull 4 more teeth for my retainer..for those wearing braces, u noe la..muz pull out 4 teeth b4 wearing braces..so nw pull out 4 more? erm mind u itz permanent teeth lor..ttz y..scary man!! Weird nitemare..dunno hw itz linked tho..i din even think of anyting b4 i slp..cos im dead beat everyday la..ok lucky i had no more nitemare ytd..shall cont watchin tv n doing hse work..haha im relaxing all e way..wah damn shuang..was watching tv e whole day ytd too

im looking fwd to open hse!!hehe..not coz of performing la..coz we did e same dance on teachers' day..juz think itz gona b fun n all..anw..im not gonna b in ushering..ttz gd..coz im helping out in dance n med soc booth..n perform too..haha hope to c my dear juniors..hehe think i miss 'em

blah..i dun wish to get back my results!!! i noe itz not gonna b my v best...

2005-09-25T13:09:00.000+08:00

haha finally i can start studying..or shld b called mugging? think i started too late.but nvm.

im always listeing to songs while mugging..so found this song which kept repeating e whole day
itz photograph by nickelback. anw.. i quite lyke dis song too..i dun mind listening to it over n over again..but think i wld get sian of it soon..haha.

im looking fwd to 7 oct..last day of e papers

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me

2005-09-18T20:03:00.000+08:00

Great! found out tt i can relieve my stress by reading funny stuff. hehe..2dae is zhong qiu jie..so i receive lotsa sms..haha.. so funny..stil rmb tt yuan yuan msg..each sentence has e words..yuan yuan..i reli laughed..anw, yeah think all those msg's enuff to relive my stress..anw, i shall watch tv nw..argh..haven finish my eom.. cos i found out tt i followed e wrong format! oh no.. i followed e wan for e print source..den mine is interview.haiya muz change..

anw, im stressed! not cos of mugging..cos i haven yet lor..wah..cant believe tt my immune system is quite weak..think ive broken my record..seeing doc 3x in juz 2 wks..oh man..hope i can recover FULLY.. im recovering but not fully yet..juz dunno y i suddenly hav fever again on thurs nite..haiz actually gt a MC. but nvm think itz worth it gg to sch on fri tho..im always feeling nausea aft taking tt erythromycin med..n itz actually wan of e side effect la..cant help it..n i gotta complete full course coz itz antibiotics..tt means 2 more days n hopefully i can recover fully man..

2005-09-10T12:38:00.000+08:00

haha.yay! im recovering FINALLY. aft having fever for so many days..aft being sick for e whole hol..imagine staying at home n doing nth except resting..slping..argh. i juz hate being sick.

think ive gone to see e wrong doc e 1st time round..i dun think e med r even effective..if not, y im sick on mon n stil n any better ytd(fri)..instead, im juz getting worse ytd lor. ive lost my voice ytd n my throat infection had spread to my ears, so my ears are infected too..if u all nvr experience it b4, ur ears juz feel blocked..cant hear properly..i reli feel tt im dissociated fr this living world..haha nw i can stil hear e ringing sound in my ears..haha but itz not as bad as e last time..think itz cos of e pressure inside e ear..haiz..nvm.im juz curious nw..ive read dis sthwhere in sum bks b4 tt its due to germs travelling up to e middle ear n caused a blockage in e eustachian tube..n itz found more commonly in young children coz their tube is straighter than adults so germs travel there more easily..hmm..which means mayb my tube there is stil quite straight..haha im stil curious..

anw, i went to see e doc again for e 2nd time but dis time to my family doc coz i was reli sick to walk tt far to c e previous wan..haha juz doc-hop..but think itz ok n even better dis time.so yeah. ive made e right decision. n im right too. my earrache is reli due to e ears being infected..n e doc used this weird instument..even smaller than ear thermometer to check..haha..lolx..i tot he's checking my temperature..but itz not.

haiz..but i stil cant go out yet..coz im stil sick..im juz weak nw..haha if i go out again, i might juz get worse.hmm. realised tt my uncle's b-day falls on tmr n my ex tutor too.oya.itz sep 11. so special. i will rmb tt day.wonder if i wil be well enuff to go out tmr for their bday celebrations.

juz realised tt i hav only 2dae left to mug..erm..or shld i say do tuto..argh! i gt lotsa tuto to complete..chem..phy..maths..lucky no gp(if ttz wat i rmb)..n ive done my bio last wkend..b4 im sick..haha..or shall i say only left haf day or not even haf? coz i think tt i will b resting n slping most of e time..n i haven even touch spa notes..oh no! i forgot to tak my meds again dis morning! no wonder i keep coughing nw.k shall go nw.hope i wil get better n better..i have to.. coz im taking spa on wed.i muz get better!

2005-09-07T12:09:00.000+08:00

im sick again..but dis time dunno gt wat virus attack..so my fever is lyke sum times up, sum times down..cant believe dis, itz oredi e 3rd day oredi lor.

im stressed..confused..i juz dunno wat to do nw. so scary..everyone is studying or shld i say mugging for their promos n i even receive msg saying study hard for ur promos..hmm. i tot itz stil early nw..but guess im wrong.tot shld study spa 1st den promos..i was wrong again..tot i shld rest 1st den study wen im well..im wrong too. coz theres work to be done everyday..n i cant delay it..juz lyke e proj which doesnt involve only mi alone..haiya.im juz forcing myself to do work coz i reli cant concentraten wen im sick. oh no..im stressed..wen im stressed, im emotional..hope i dun burst out crying again..ttz a way to relieve my stress.

oh no.. i shldnt think abt work for nw..ttz y im blogging here..cant do anything else unless im forcing myself to. i oredi forced myself to complete e bio tuto n e haf completed eom. sorry to my grp mates coz itz only haf completed..

act itz getting worse 2dae ..mayb coz i gotta walked under e sun ytd.haiz hope i can get well soon..dun think i can reli take it..i shldnt do anything for nw..mayb i shld go rest

2005-09-02T20:54:00.000+08:00

teachers' day..dance performance was great! at least many pple said so. hahas..aft so many dance prac til late at nite..abt 8plus..9 plus everyday dis wk..n im damn tired every time i reach home..well..we miss watching e videos on teachers' day..think itz all full of crap but itz funny..n ttz e point.hahas.finally itz over..e nex time we performing again will be during e open hse..yea itz finally done..aft all e prac..aft all e songs being played again n again..aft all e troubles n complains n feedback abt our super short skirts..oh yes n e heels reli kills..imagine wearing it for many hours each day..u only feels e pain aft u took off it..n it hurts a lot on wed..yea n ttz e day tt we have to perform..hurts wen standing esp..walking. lucky itz better wearing sports shoes to sch..better than standing barefoot..but we stil have to dance tt day..so have to change back to heels..hahas..i survived tho.

haiz..spas coming..promos too.hate e reminder..e countdown to eom..wr..spas n promos on e plasma screen..we cant avoid looking at it esp wen we r dancing outside e pt n e plasma screen is rite above our heads..haha..i haven even done any phy tuto yet..oh mine..pw is lyke wasting of time..esp wen mr beetsma told us tt itz only 5% of our A results..spa is even more than tt lor..

my holidays..wil b doing nyaa proj..our proposal outline gt rej. so gotta meet up n work on it. nvm..i gt a new buddy to study together..hope our plan is successful.yeah..i m looking fwd to gg out during e hol..but cant reli enjoy..coz where gt e mood? esp wen promos r coming..haha.nvm.theres food fair and e comex thingy on sun..at suntec.i wanna go there! hope i can drag someone to go wif mi.

2005-08-19T21:02:00.000+08:00

feeeling so hurt nw. imagine getting a scolding 2X even b4 our dance starts.said tt our steps were messy n e other reason was she juz scolded e rock n roll guys n gals too so nw itz our turn. ttz so so unreasonable! hw can she say tt wen she din even see us practising? nvm.

y am i sacrificing so much for dance? y shld i? slping so late coz of dance.n even falling aslp during tuto. hav been neglecting my studies lately too. wonder hw i catch up. sum more, ms ng called mi during tuto 2dae to ans a qn on alkenes..hw wld i noe? i haven even read e notes. i was sick on mon so was absent from sch..n e lec on alkenes juz happened to b completed on mon.

oh..y shld i sacrifice so much? feeling reli tired..imagine dancing everyday wen itz near e performance..tired of staying back til late in sch for dance..esp wen almost everyone's left n itz so quiet. sum more reach home oredi so late den hw to do tuto or study.

i want my sleep! y shld i sacrifice?

2005-08-17T19:28:00.000+08:00

well. e 1st thing i did in e morning..study chem mock spa skill b. tot it was b den found out later tt i was supposed to b doing a.hmm.gd la. i din even study for it.anw, was quite relieved tt our 1st draft is completed n handed in. yay.at least get to slp earlier 2dae.haha. slept during pw too. coz mr beetsma said we cld do anything as long as we ve handed in our drafts.think i slept too soundly, well coz i ve broken my record..slping at 3 ytd, ttz y mr beetsma ask vithiya m i ok. actually i haven recover fully, n sum more din catch enuff slp ytd..so my cough n flu worsen in e morning. but lucky it gt better later.

during break, e classroom was v quiet..so peaceful to slp in. everyone juz fell alsp there.we were reli tt tired.decided to give up studying spa or do any tuto..at tt moment, sleep is more impt than any other thing..anw, can fall alsp easily wif e air con.

den came chem spa. wah. our class broke abt 4 or 5 test tubes tho itz onli haf of e class doing skill b. 1st, jk's test tube broke..noe it coz he sat in front of mi..guess he din handle it properly. den clara crack hers..n she sat 2 seats in front of mi.cant rmb who..but theres sum one else who broke another test tube too. ms ng was walking ard asking them to pay for e broken test tube.. 1 for $1.n claire nearly gt splashed by erm water or chemicals..haha. every few moment u will hear the cracking sound of test tubes. guess ms ng was quite disappointed wif us being careless..but guess she's happy collecting e money too coz shes smiling all e way wen she asked 'em to file the report for the breakages.

dance started at 3. came along a lady who was supposed to be a costume supplier. n we actually gt a scolding for buying skirts ourselves first b4 seeing e real wan tt dancers usu wear for salsa. well..too bad. haha. e lady cant earn any $ coz we all bought e same skirt together n she juz cant possibly ask us to buy hers.anw, her design cost $69 per skirt.itz double layer..n she kept on saying tt it opens up lyke an umbrella..so wen u turn, ur move or steps wld be more obvious n e image is better for pple who cant dance properly.oso complained tt ours looks short.ttz y e flare is shorter, dun open up lyke an umbrella.whereas hers is much longer, so e flare is much more obvious n it looks nice wen we turn.oh well. tt wasnt all. she went on to teach us salsa n corrected our steps too. our instructor din come 2dae n e rock n roll instructor tok over. so end up having breaks n tt lady tok e chance n said she's willing to give FREE lessons.mainly she juz did nth.juz adding sum comments ttz all. generally, she said tt our posture shld be upright..no tummy..gotta cut down waist..no hunchbacks..n wat? prac e steps as n wen in front of e mirror doing wat figure of 8 using e hips which we of coz dun noe hw to do it..n she kept showing off hw shes doing it so well..den said tt we gotta reduce on e waistline so tt u wld be lighter n itz easier n more obvious to do so.haha.guess a lotsa pple hate her..ended e lesson. our feet were tired tt we cant reli walk aft tt..imagine wearing heels of abt 3 inch n standing n dancing w/o rest for 2plus h n u noe y.anw, itz my first time trying out my newly brought stiletto heels too. ttz y.somebody said muz noe where to place ur C.G wen wearing heels so tt u can dance fast, twist n turn fast w/o falling..haha.at leat i can dance w/ tt la.

2005-08-16T01:20:00.000+08:00

oh i feel so bad. din noe tt my pw group members were actually all staying up till 3 plus at nite to complete their part for e WR 1st draft.i was absent from sch ytd so i had no or only v little idea of wat they were doing n e plan tt they were talking abt.so i cant reli help much except to edit. oh no..dun tink i was of much help ytd.reli feeling so bad, leaving all e tasks to them.so i ve decided to do e conclusion 2dae. wonder wat time will i get to slp 2dae.nvm. i shall help as much as possible den.

haha.i always forget to tak my medicine. hmm.coz my memory's bad n i need reminders.nvm.guess i wil tak a v long time to complete e full course. anw, skip lunch 2dae too. coz i hav no appetite, but i did eat dinner la.

my mind's filled wif pw..pw..pw..v sleepy n tired nw.

2005-08-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

theres so many events happening n im so busily involved tt i hardly hav any free time to relax or do anything tt i lyke such as swimming.mainly, theres dance 6 days a wk n im totally exhausted each day. thru dis, i began to lyke dance more than b4 coz all those dances tt we did were mainly modern dance. glad tt e ndp performance in e hall went well. no one noes tt we were actually damn nervous wen waiting for our turn at e backstage except us n sum pple at e backstage. we were damn nervous tt we were hugging each other tightly juz b4 our item.well, at least our bonding grew stronger thru dis n we persevered.

kk. shall keep dis short. actually im stil sick 2dae, but im feeling better nw.n i juz received lotsa msg asking mi to go slp nw.wah. they demand it nw. hmm.thnx man. so many frenz were concerned abt mi. i need to turn up tmr for pw.no, i muz turn up.ttz y, they wanna mi to rest well 2dae.of all msg, think clara's wan was v funny."u sick arh. dun die leh, tak care man". haha, i will not die so easily la.thnx.

wok up at 530 2dae. i was feeling giddy n i had absolutely no appetite. i juz stared at e food for haf an h.n my mum advise mi not to go sch 2dae la.it was juz a cereal drink n i had no appetite at all. dunno y. told sherli e day b4 tt im gg sch 2dae. so i had to msg in the morning n yes, muz remind her to bring e chem tys 2 sch coz our chem tutor set her rule. if we din bring, or at least 2 person share wan, we gotta stand outside e classroom for e whole lesson. so i went back to slp again. cant reli believe tt i can actually slp all e way til 2pm.was i reli tt tired? or coz im sick?n itz not coz of e med coz i haven taken any.actually i wok up juz to check any pw msg.den i decided not to go sch for e pw meeting coz i wasnt reli feeling well.so i juz went to slp again.gt up at 5plus coz i tot my gp members wil b online for pw discussion. but they werent.tt time, i was feeling v dizzy. mayb coz of not eating anything e whole day yet? hmm. i dunno.

anw, i gotta slp n rest soon. kk. another msg telling to slp.hope i get well soon.

2005-07-31T12:10:00.000+08:00

itz been long since ive last blog.

college day--on thurs. we were released at 1210. n they had a motive. want us(only e j1s) to stay back to rehearse by standing at e drive way to welcome the GOH. we were supposed to clap wen he arrived in his car. lyke dat oso nd to rehearse. guesss a lotsa pple jus skip tt. n e j2s were laughing at us. said tt we looked lyke penguins. haha. vithiya n i went off aft assembling in e hall. we had lotsa things to do for med soc tt day. haf way while walking out of e hall, angela called n asked us to go stra to do e noticeboard instead. mad la, e noticeboard had to be up on thurs cos itz college day n we were only informed abt it on tue..ttz wen i wasnt there for e meeting..tt day, a few of us sacrifice our break to start on it..n den we had to cont stra aft sch..at abt 2, it was finally completed n ms low came n comment tt itz e best out of e other soc, phy n chem soc. well, phy soc had photos to occupy e whole of theirs while we dun.ttz y our job is much more tedious..had to decorate it. den we had to prepare for e sci carnival which is e nex day. so we had to try out on our expt 1st.went for lunch at abt nearly 3pm wif e rest of e exco. of course thers not much food left n almost everyone had left e college since we were released so early n tink all ccas were cancelled. poor thing. we gotta stay back in e S&T centre e whole day to discuss e games.

fri--sci carnival. went to sch at 950. cos of college day. had 2 periods of bio lec den 2 periods of bio tuto. itz supposed to b bio pract lor. n i din do e DNA tuto.tot itz to b done by mon? ms chua scolded us for not doing.reli had lotsa unlucky stuff tt day.1st, it was e bus, den bio tuto, den e vege n milo..actually wanted to wait for my fren to share wif mi milo but it was gone b4 she came. den my aust sci comp results was bad..luckily things gt better aft e sci carnival started. mayb sheeyin reli bought mi gd luck. e pri sch students were cute..e way they behave wen queeing up to buy their food in e canteen. haha.e way they order food..lyke auntie, i dun want dis n tt..a bit funny e way they said it tho. anw, i was in charge of e memory game stall.they hav 1 min to memorise e pairs n open e cards n match 'em in 2 min ttz for pri sch students n for sec sch we had to haf e time. for example, axillary-armpit,cranial-cranium, dorsal cavity-brain n sinal cord n so on. we had fun selling e popcorns too.

i guess nex wk is gonna be a hectic wk. juz found out on wed tt we had to perform on nat'l day. onli gt a wk to prac.n we only started learning e steps on wed. we gotta stay back everyday to learn. on mon, my lessons end at 415 wif e last 2 periods having pe den theres dance again at 5 til 8pm. den theres spa on tue. wah..so bz..wonder if i gt e time to rest on tue..med soc again. n ms low kept asking us, e ad hoc com for sci centre, to meet her asap.. my whole wk is filled wif dance lor..hw to?? n angela said we might hav to sacrifice our breaks to do tt la.hmm.. i wanna breathe u noe..

2005-07-14T21:02:00.000+08:00

went for e last salsa dance lesson..so pathetic..onli 1 guy in e class..u c..e gals r supposed to dance wif a guy each time, so we juz had to wait for our turns..there were lyke abt 1o gals to 1 guy..a lotsa pple din go ytd as there were 20 plus gals to 6 guys last few lessons. e gals always get to rest while waiting for our turns but e guys cant..coz we outnumbered 'em so they had no rest at all..hw i wish tt i cld cont wif salsa lesson instead of tt morden dance lesson coz itz much easier n e turns are simple..not lyke those of morden dance where u turn 405 deg, tiptoeing n hav to stop exactly at 405 deg..prac doesnt mak prefect for mi tho..nex wk back to salsa

2dae, went to do sum survey..supposed to be for working adults..everybody juz ignore us n walk away..keep gettin e same old excuse.."sorry, im in a rush". btw, our proj is on entrepreneurship n dunno y i ended up getting a 'lesson abt entrepreneurs' by wan of e interviewee.. tt survey tok a v long time esp..din ans my qn n all her ans beat ard e bush

omg..y did they decide to print out e rankin of chem? not tt i hav done badly but itz juz tt..met my fren in e lib n suddenly he said tt he saw my name n my marks..i was quite shocked..din wan pple to noe abt my results. hope they dun print e rest of e subj. actually i wanna c my bio..ttz my worse subj, i wanna c whether im last few or wat tho i passed. sad tt i failed my bio essay part. ttz y .quite surprised tt i gt As n B for my mid-yr ( gp stil dunno yet), coz i went out everyday..to shop n go nus or swim(most of e time) or juz window-shop or juz meeting up wif frens..or pw..haiz..nw stil typin out bio spa skill a..juz hate it. hate to type, y cant we juz rite it down?

2005-07-10T10:53:00.000+08:00

actually i was in no mood to go to sch, besides tt i hav to admit e fact tt sch has reopened n we gotta do e same usual stuff again..n i hate tutorials..esp wen u hav ccas n was enjoying ur cca..den went hme n found out tt u had to complete tuto..hahas..i always skip n do ..skip n do ..so end up doing onli err..lyke haf e tuto..sad tt my dance cancelled again dis wk..itz supposed to b our last salsa dance..haiz.received abt 6 msg abt dance..actually it was on ( ttz wen i checked e notice board during my break) den it was cancelled(found out onli wen i received e msg fr my fren..n tt was during my chem pract.

basically, i hate SPA..whenever my ex-classmate asked mi wat subj combi i tak, i wld say trip sci, den their immediate rxn was..oh, so u lyke spa-ing? or ni spa hai spa bu gou..coz they took 1 sci subj as they hate spa. mi too wat, no choice..my humans so bad, cant memorise a single stuff n e prob is i hate writing FAST..ttz y i always din complete e paper in e past.. n nw, BIO SPA SKILL A..hmm..i juz hate it. gotta write 6pgs in 1 h..ttz y my senior used to prac tt by writing fast n neat for e angel-mortal letter..hiaz..nw mine angel-mortal thingy already ended. wonder hw i prac ..n wen i write fast, it wont appear neat..n itz of coz legible..but my teacher always complain bout my handwriting..esp chem pract report..but y onli mi? out of e whole class? hate to do report juz b4 dance on wed..n i gotta rush tt to go dance..

dis wk, we hav juz gotten back our maths n chem papers..n i reli prayed hard tt i pass every single subj..esp chem. i mean i onli passed chem lyke onli once or twice i tink..ttz y..n i din get an A b4 4 chem or maths..on wed, we got back our maths..wore my new earrings n i treat it as my 'lucky item' it reli was. i gt an A for my maths..1st time! n on thurs, we got back chem..n my lucky item was my other old pair of earrings. i reli believed tt. it brought mi luck..i wore e old pair coz i dun believe tt e same thing wil bring mi luck again another time..but tz onli 20%..eye more impt..so i tot of watz my nex lucky stuff n i cant slp..still cannot tink of any la...

hahas..i was RELi vv surprised..tot i failed coz i reli skipped parts of e qns fr every single qn fr qn 8 to 14..hmm.lucky i gt qn 2-6 or7 all rite..tink ttz y it helped mi aft all..n mind you..there were 7pple in my class scoring As for maths n 11 scoring As for chem..so scary..hmm, actually tink tt my study mtd works..u wanna noe? actually itz more of a play hard and even harder(coz hol ma)n study hard(but i dun study hard juz relax wen studying so tt i wun experience stress)but spent lesser time time on studying..ttz weird rite..during e hols, my schedule is all SO tight..cant even breathe sth times..i reli went out every single day..guess onli wan or two days where i slp at hme e whole day..n i went out fr morning til nite..if u are my close fren, u wld noe tt..either i always hang out wif u or i gotta reject u coz im busy..shopping wif other pple..window shopping juz means walking round n round..n i lyke tt.. n i DUN mind doin tt a thousand times wif my frens..any fren..so i shop ard wif lotsa pple..n my plan works n i believe tt..relaxing is e most impt thing wen studying esp for exams..so i went out every day fr early moring til evening..den sth times i wld juz slp aft tt til e nex day or i will study onli for 1h e whole day..except e exam wk..i will study fr 12am-2am..even e day b4 maths paper..haiz..dun tok bout it..i m scared of my bio results tho...my shopping depends on it..i wish a pass..i juz wish a pass for every subj..

nw at least my ma allows mi to cont shopping..ytd i went shopping wif my frens..went to the heeren again n cineleisure to watch move..n dis time we had neoprints..5.5 bucks paid for it..coz we tok 2X..tt was wif my sec sch buddies..best frenz..oh i miss e times together..n 2dae we r gg swimming together..gonna hit our target of 16 laps..

miss my pri sch frenz

2005-07-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

went to watch a movie wif evi, my pri sch fren, whom i last met in p6..til nw..watched a lot like love..it was okay la..actually wanna watch mr n mrs smith but ttz reserved for lynette..if we have time, sum time dis wk 4 an exco outing..haha

den ate at BK n met up wif shuyi,another pri sch classmate..said she's broke..left wif onli $2 for e whole day..so we walked all e way fr PS to the heeren..nvr been there b4 coz my 'gang' in sec sch usu dun hang ard in orchard..we cant coz of sum reason la..we spent time shopping ard n bought a new pair of earrings for $5..aft having a 15% discount..cost price was $5.90..selling price onli deduct $0.90. haha..den we took lotsa pics using hdphone..actually wanna go 4 e neoprints..but aft we saw e extremely super longggg queue..we decided to use hdphones instead..haha..tink shuyi muz be happi tt she can save her 2 bucks..n mi ..dunno y my face still quite red coz of e sun burn..ttz y mi n shuyi were quite relieved aft all..not havin e neoprints

next, we went to cineleisure..den saw tracy..my ex-sch mate fr cedar..actually i was fr cedar pri n cedar girls'..so cant distinguish which sch by saying she's fr cedar..yup. she's fr my sec sch..actually noe her since p6( somehw i noe her). sonia, my dance mate, was wif her oso. guess they were window-shopping..

haha..poor shuyi..rush all e way fr east coast park to meet us..reli appreciate tt..i pity her la..gotta go to a bbq in pasir ris wif juz 2 bucks..actually dun nd to use $ anyway..dinner is free for her coz e bbq is free of charge..but she's juz scared tt wat if..theres always wat ifs..wat if she's lost or stranded in sum ulu ulu place in e park..esp at nite..haha.but her 2 bucks is definitely not enuff for her to even hire a taxi

hmm..reli hope tt our frenz in poly can join us nex time..coz they having exams nw..n while we r having youth day..theirs is called e 'exam day'..miss my best buddy, melissa , tho we played bowling together last dec..anyway, found out tt she , ai jia , shirleen n simin in temasek poly..reli hope can meet 'em sum time..anyway,mrs ban oso asking us to organise our own class outing..

2005-07-02T23:36:00.000+08:00

v uncomfortable nw..coz i gt sun burn..n my skin is damn itchy..n my face is red lyke a lobster..muz hav be coz of swimming ard 11 plus tt time la..anyway, i was quite surprised wen my frenz asked mi 2 go swimming coz they din lyke swimming last time n rejected mi many times last yr..

met chiying in e changing room..omg! my pri sch fren..din noe tt she joined swimming..n is currently in e srjc swim team ..found out tt e nationals begins nex wk..all e best to them

den we went library 2 do our tuto..regretted tt i bought tt new hdphone w/o radio fn..if not, can listen 2 songs wen im doing my tuto..luckily, huili's fon gt tt n she shared it wif mi..

gotta keep dis short..itz damn itchy nw..n i wanna go to bed soon..anyway itz fun to hang out wif frenz..haha..lyke bursting e balloons tt we saw at e bins wif juz an ink pen..

2005-07-01T09:44:00.000+08:00

Phew! Exams are over!!!

actually, i muz admit tt dis MYEs seems to be more relaxing than those i did in sec sch..hmm..mayb itz juz tt i din reli put in much effort in it? or mayb i noe hw to manage stress..or mayb both..yup.shld be both i guess..going out almost everyday except tt itz not so frequent during e last wk.haha..if not, den how to enjoy e holidays?

met a few aunties recently n they all comment tt i m not tt fair-looking as i used to be anymore..OH..even my sec sch frenz oso said so..ttz their 1st comment wen we have not met each other lyke since last yr? im stil wondering..hav i reli grown darker..tt means i hav been in e sun for a longer period of time..for swimming, sun tanning coz of swimming( i wont sun tan out of no reason unless im at e beach) haha..tink they miss my fair looks..n from their expressions, erm tink i look better wen im fairer? aiya..e main cause is tt odac leadership training camp tt i went during e march holidays..coz of kayaking..gt a serious sun burn..den aft tt will have a sun tan..n tt tan line is still there..aft so many months..

anyway, planning to go shopping again during e wkends..mayb window-shop? i dun mind window-shopping aka walking many rounds in e same shopping mall..still rmb tt e max tt we had walked is 6 rounds in e parkway parade in juz haf an hour(juz staring into e shops n for e sake of taking a stroll aft lunch)

suddenly i have a feeling tt i miss e exams periods..can wak up much later coz most of my papers start at 2..wif no tuto to complete for e entire jun hol (juz studyin)..damn slack

gotta go n do cip in e library later..juz received my frenz msg to go 4 a class outing..den wonder hw i going for both..

2005-06-20T10:29:00.000+08:00

Actually im SICK . been coughing every nw n then...since ytd..den 2dae, i juz wok up n gt a headache..haiz..hw to con't my revision..mayb later la..

i shall go rest nw.

2005-06-19T11:53:00.000+08:00

realized tt 2dae is Sunday..yes..i blink my eyes mani times n look at e calender again..Sunday, 19 June..hmm tt left mi wif abt 1 wk? to mug? no im not tt mugger type..so mayb to study?

oh..i wanna pass my MYEs..esp my CHEM..since i've failed so many times for class tests..n tt lec review test..oso dunno hw i failed it..mayb coz i onli studied 2 topics out of dunno lyke 5 topics coz i was having fever tt time..haha...ttz juz an excuse..gt to face e exams n e fact is exams r comin in a wk's time..n sum more e past few wks i've been happily shopping, swimming n jogging..slacking ard wif my frens..oh..i wonder whether my parents wil allow mi to go shoppin if my results are bad..okay..anyway, i cant study WHOLE DAY..btw, i juz wok up n nw stil enjoying my time..slacking haha

wat i do 4 e past wk? seems lyke time reli FLIES. goin to nus EVERYDAY..fr mon to fri..tho i miss sum lec in e end..haha but i stil travel there everyday..tt almost 2h, or more journey each day..nvm..but i did meet new frens lyke mavis..she's fun to b wif..n she's so nice..imagine us wearing pe shorts in LT in nus..coz i went swimming tt dae n she was juz released fr air rifle n she's havin camp tt time..haha..n sum more i stil wear my sandals in e LT..they din bother anyway..so we juz wear 4 our convenience sake.. lolx..

mayb i shall blog again SUM dae..wen i feel lyke it..haha..n mind u ..i haven even been haf way thro any of e subj..juz started bio..onli 1 topic..oh ..wish i cld reli SURVIVE r MYEs.

2005-06-15T23:46:00.000+08:00

haha. saw e NEW look?

All thnx to my frenz, Shi Ling n Xueli, 4 helping out.anyway, wok up early 2dae juz to go jogging.
anyway, itz so late le so i muz keep dis short la. i considered it early coz i onli slept at 2.30 am ytd la.ttz y. lolx.

hehe..tink i quite lyke my sentosa tan..tho jiayi's wan looks nicer lor..n she stil complain not nice..
mine not so obvious too coz i did put on sunblock b4 i go sun tanning..but e overall effect is juz okay..can see e diff la..at least..

tmr hav to wak up early too..everyday goin nus fr mon to fri..4 e science focus..den hav to rush here n there la..tink tmr i might b late.. i dunno..it depends on wen my swimming ends..den i hav to rush there too..hahas

Sentosa-Island Life

2005-06-10T11:55:00.000+08:00

ytd was indeed fun. we went to sentosa.
den we saw e ad. " Get high, Island life" Theres onli buses goin in n no more monorail. ttz y we hav to walk a lot oso. first, we went to siloso beach. played volleyball, soccer n captain's ball. wah. during soccer, e ball went high up n rite at my mouth. oh no! lucky i closed my mouth tt time, as in my teeth was protected by my lips la. if not, dunno wat wil happen to my teeth. haha. tink tt was an accident la. so nvm.

later, we went to palawan beach. i love e water, as in i can swim in it. tho itz not as clean n clear. haha sum more itz my 1st time at e beach. of course, goin there to swim is a muz for mi. coz i love swimming so i love e water. haha. saw a lotsa gals wearing bikinis. but who wld dare to show off..for someone lyke mi..haha..muz definitely hav a gd figure den can show off. anyway, we walked on e bridge at palawan. nth special tho. juz tt itz e sort of landmark there la. ttz y muz go up e bridge, coz we hav been there. not onli tt, we oso sun tan there. haha, jk wanna sun tan there all day n he even bought his sun tanning lotion there. but it was lyke no effect. tink he gt sun burn instead of sun tan. lucky i did put on sunblock lotion. tt was fr my past experience in kayaking. stil rmb tt time i gt a v bad n serious sun burn(coz my moisturiser din work as an effective sunblock) tt i gt mc for pe for abt 20 days.ttz y i came all prepared under e sun.

wen i came hme, den i found out tt i gt water retention again. learnt fr med quiz tt itz called oedema..tink shld b spelled correctly la if im not wrong.so my feet were swollen again, due to pressure exerted on e veins or taking in too much salt, anyway e water is salty n it wil splash on ur lips wil u swim la. but ttz better den wat i gt last time during e camp.

hmm. tink we shall go sentosa again nex time.mayb during e hol? im not sure. but definitely muz go to e beach..n swim..haha..

expectations

2005-06-08T21:25:00.000+08:00

haiz...2nd wk of e hol n i stil haven manage 2 mug yet..ttz as in compared 2 my otr frenz

haha..nvm, guess tt i m juz as busy as ever n seems lyke my list of events is nvr ending..
mon go panache wkshop, den tue go swimming. feels so great.. a sense of achievement tho itz lyke nth ..we onli swam 10 laps in e adult pool..n ttz lyke onli haf of wat we hav swam yrs back..oh..wanna wen r we goin 2 achieve tt..my big aim nw..swim 14 laps..erm, or 16, den 18 e nex round n 20 finally!! haha..tt means tt i gt 2 swim a lot den can meet e target..nvm. i juz love swimming. i juz love it!

wah.. din noe being in an exco was quite demanding..2dae we had an exco meeting wif ms low..n it goes lyke dis..b4 u plan everything, there muz b an objectives n plan along ur aim n objectives..so tt means we hav 2 plan ahead of times..so we hav planned everything all e way til end of term 3..yup. n im supposed 2 b IC of e trip to e Spore sci centre..okie, ttz my 1st task being in e exco..hope it wil b successful den.

yipee! goin sentosa tmr!ttz our class outing again..but 1st wan in sentosa n playin in e beach.

holidays!!!

2005-06-05T11:16:00.000+08:00

holidays? haha..i even seems 2 be more busy during the holidays lol..

mon--gt up v early in the morning..erm..at abt 7am, ttz considered EARLY during the hol. oh. i miss my beauty slp tt i usu get in the hol or every weekend. miss the times when i had 8h of slp during my weekends. haiz.ttz life n u juz got to accept it tt way. tok 1h plus to reach nus. i board mrt n stil had to tak a bus into the campus. itz not v accessible i wld say. hmm..wonder life wld be lyke 2yrs down. i wanna study in nus..n the circle line onli opens aft yrs aft i enter the uni..aiya, no use dreaming abt it nw since i haven even complete my 'A's.yup, went to nus 4 the phy camp.it was my first time there n lucky i was wif my frenz n a bunch of vj pple, if not tink i wld be lost. hahas. itz from 9am to 5.30pm n it nvr ended on time. we r provided breakfast, lunch n tea. all we do is to listen to the lec, eat, break, walk ard n visit the labs. we r quite surprised wen they served us pizzas. tink all the money tt we paid went into the fd la. actually, i din lyke phy v much. pple kept askin mi" hey, u muz be interested in phy rite,ttz y go 4 the camp". ttz wat the lecturer said too. but, no. no way was i interested in phy lor. wonder y i was there too, juz to replace my fren, my ct, she had to go 4 the backwoodsman operation camp thingy. anyway, found the camp okay, esp the lec 4&5. i juz lyke the expt demo n the lecturer..he lykes toys a lot, so every slide, he wil demo wif his toys 4 us to understand the concept behind it. watz so funny is tt, he placed a toy spider on the top of the door. so tt wen anyone(who is unlucky)walks in, the spider wil suddenly drop down fr a string..actually not so scary, itz juz the sound effect n oh..imagine the spider appeared in front of ur face. oh man..lucky im not the one who gt tt, rite in the morning wen we enter the lec hall, coz i always look blur in the morning.

tue--had to go 4 the camp again. finally, last dae of the phy camp. haha. as usu, most of the lec r boring..i did fall aslp haf way thru, including my frenz too..so im not the onli one. itz supposed to end at 5.45 tt dae. but the phy quiz ended late n the break was extended. oya..abt the phy camp..vj gt the second last n rj gt last.actually, we were quite sad tt we were the last at first, for round 1..den round 2 n 3,itz sth lyke if u gt 1 qn correct, 2 marks awarded n 3 marks deducted 4 each wrong ans. mak a guess y rj lost to us. haha,ttz becoz they kept on hitting the wrong ans n gt marks deducted. n ttz the onli reason y we were proud of ourselves despite gettin last second. btw, it doesnt mak sense to hav less than 25 pple who turn up 4 the camp(itz supposed to be 34 ) n yet other jcs hav lyke 77 for hc n rj..ttz simply not fair! esp for round 2 which involves our participation(pple fr their own jcs wil ans the qn instead of the team members). At 5.30, den the last lec starts..n i din even undrstand a single thing abt it..i tot everyone was so attentive until i turn ard n saw 1 rj guy beside mi dozed off n a few victorians were actually slpin there..haha..hw can a lec be interesting to mi, esp to mi, if theres no pic or diag or any illustration? itz all so wordy..n itz abt the history of the some scientist somemore.so it ended at 6plus, nearly 7 n i reach hme at abt 8pm. i was so tired n i din managed to finish my dinner coz i was too full, imagine doin nth all dae but to eat n sit n eat again.

thurs--went out 4 pw meeting in the morning, den went to jk's hse to play cards.haha, wat a fun time spent there wif all my pw gp mates.

fri--itz shopping day! yipee! nvr shop for so longgg since last dec hol. din noe tt i can shop from 12noon to 11pm. haha,n ttz my longest time spent for shoppin, broke my own record. first, shop wif my sec sch frenz, den wif my mum later. nw itz a great time to shop. haha, esp everything tt u see in the shop has 50% to 80% discount, or at least 20% discount. so u feel lyke u save a lot of money. actually, most of the time we do window-shopping. i lyke it even if itz juz window-shop, coz i feel so relaxed. guess the hol is reli hw u juggle bet the family time n time u spend wif ur frenz. time is so tight. everyday, gt to hang out wif my frenz n family. ttz y i say, hol is worse. seems lyke my time is running short. oh! n i haven even study anything 4 my mye..nvm, stil a long hol to go.

haha, guess i wil be goin out 2dae again, as expected. whee! hol! today is the last dae of the bk fair at suntec. so muz go..tink my whole day wil be gone too..i guess..den tmr muz attend the panache wkshop all day..tink i wil b tired tmr too..i seems to be tired everyday, esp so during the hol,so no diff. wonder wen i hav the time to blog again..

beginning of e holidays

2005-05-29T16:33:00.000+08:00

haha..itz my 1st posting..
ytd was fun..we had class outings lyke almost everyday since last wk, esp theres lotsa half days, den sure hav no mood to study anyway.
wed--we went for a movie-House Of Wax. lyke long time nvr watch any movie since march or feb, cant rmb..itz not scary, but itz kindda sick. Haha..imagine someone cutting off ur finger w/o u noticing it..eee..e whole thing was damn sick la. Somemore, we all watched it juz aft our lunch..tt reli makes mi feel lyke vomitting..aiya..actually wanna watch star wars, nvm la..since e class doesnt lyke tt..

fri--e band concert..tt dae i went shoppin wif weiting, wai yen n yue woon..den went library to do my cip there..aft tt got to rush home n go for the concert later..wat an unlucky day man..as u noe, i gt indirect bus route to vj..so i got to stop somewhere n board another bus..it was at tt bus stop den i realised tt i hav forgotten my tix..tt was so bad..n watz worse..i arrive at 8.10pm..n they din even check my tix..ohHH..i reli gt mixed feelings tt dae..n i was sad tt dae too..weiting had reserved my seat for mi. thnx to her. but it was taken up juz minutes b4 i went in. so got to sit alone la.. but luckily, i lyke every single piece they played..itz reli worth 10 bucks..definitely muz drag someone to watch it wif mi again nex time..

ytd wan was at marche in suntec..actually they went to play pool in e morning. but juz too bad la, i wok up late..at 11 plus..haha, found out tt everyone was late too( we were supposed to meet at 12) haiz..shld hav gone for pool. anyway, i wok up late coz i slept late..ttz kind of expected wat..coz of e band concert on fri..haha..din eat at marche before n those eating at our table reli saves a lot..we each only pays abt $9.40 compared to e rest. den saw dennis, zhi yong, samantha n yvonne, all those 1st intakers who left us..n ms chen n mr goh..mayb ttz our last outing wif 'em since they goin to US to study. wow..hw i wish my studies is damn gd to apply for any scholarship..Anyway, aft tt, we went nydc for desert..i ordered the oreo choc cheesecake..quite nice la..but mayb juz tt i dun quite lyke cheesecake n was quite full aft dinner so in e end cant finished it..we shld hav shared wan among 2 pple. aft tt, we walked to the esplanade n chatted til 11.00pm, wen e police called everyone to leave tt area coz they wanna close it..haha, reli had lotsa fun tt dae..hmm, lookin fwd to e nex class outing